Family
Family is as responsible as the society such as teachers and lecturers, and politicians, and bureaucrats, etc. Because parents condition their children so deeply so that even they cannot identify their own conditioning. It will deeply rooted inside each of the children, thus it creates a hallow space inside our being. However, it leads to the big ego and it deserve the others to destroy their being. It continuous till one individual dies, psychologically, completely in order to get each of individual to become a slave to the society.
Few days back, i was asking my father that please allow me to do ph.D. in philosophy in India by withdrawing the existing degree. Even if i do my research in philosophy for years but it makes me so happy and so much contented. I know how to handle the things when i am interested in it. But my egoistic so-called father did not allow me to go forward. He told me that you do your things own way and take a decision individually. It is a settled cunning perception of every inferior -egoistic- personality. I don't why people expects everything from others and do nothing from their side. Never wants to do anything from their side is nothing but deserving everything from outside or from others.
i don't want a degree or the money or property or anything of this barbarous -physical world. Really, i am not much interested in this physical pleasures and i will not suit to these mundane works. I want to work in an healthy environment and get creative ideas and wanted to creative works. If at all i cannot tolerate this job i would resign this and join in any of the small government college earn something, which i can deserve.
I came to know how my response to my conditionings made me so miserable and become deserted, but there is no other way to go forward. Society never wants an individual freedom and yet want everything from each of us. Existence has allowed to become a rebel in each of this moment, but my daringness is not come up yet. I am not so proud of being a scholar but an individual. I feel so dignified being an individual but not a student or the civilian of this uncivilized society. I never exist but the existence itself there in each moment, whatever be the consequences you can face and come out of it. You are as potential as an individual to get rid of such small problems. Mediocre can only make hurdles outside b destroying not only their being but also others' being. It is a paradox, yet known -simple world.
Family is as responsible as the society such as teachers and lecturers, and politicians, and bureaucrats, etc. Because parents condition their children so deeply so that even they cannot identify their own conditioning. It will deeply rooted inside each of the children, thus it creates a hallow space inside our being. However, it leads to the big ego and it deserve the others to destroy their being. It continuous till one individual dies, psychologically, completely in order to get each of individual to become a slave to the society.
Few days back, i was asking my father that please allow me to do ph.D. in philosophy in India by withdrawing the existing degree. Even if i do my research in philosophy for years but it makes me so happy and so much contented. I know how to handle the things when i am interested in it. But my egoistic so-called father did not allow me to go forward. He told me that you do your things own way and take a decision individually. It is a settled cunning perception of every inferior -egoistic- personality. I don't why people expects everything from others and do nothing from their side. Never wants to do anything from their side is nothing but deserving everything from outside or from others.
i don't want a degree or the money or property or anything of this barbarous -physical world. Really, i am not much interested in this physical pleasures and i will not suit to these mundane works. I want to work in an healthy environment and get creative ideas and wanted to creative works. If at all i cannot tolerate this job i would resign this and join in any of the small government college earn something, which i can deserve.
I came to know how my response to my conditionings made me so miserable and become deserted, but there is no other way to go forward. Society never wants an individual freedom and yet want everything from each of us. Existence has allowed to become a rebel in each of this moment, but my daringness is not come up yet. I am not so proud of being a scholar but an individual. I feel so dignified being an individual but not a student or the civilian of this uncivilized society. I never exist but the existence itself there in each moment, whatever be the consequences you can face and come out of it. You are as potential as an individual to get rid of such small problems. Mediocre can only make hurdles outside b destroying not only their being but also others' being. It is a paradox, yet known -simple world.
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