Authentic tantric experience -Resembling osho's experience (perception)

Authentic tantric experience
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Osho said

"Speaking is a penetration of you and you are receptive to it. Between a speaker and a listener a sex act is happening because the speaker is trying to penetrate you and the listener is receiving. The energy in the listener has become feminine, and if the listener has not become feminine there will be no phenomenon of listening. That is why the listener has to be totally passive. He should not think while listening because thinking will make him active. He should not go on arguing within because argument will make him active. While listening, he should be simply listening, not doing anything else. Only then can the message penetrate and become illumined. But then the listener has become feminine." 

My i experience with the penetration is that whenever i started breathing in i felt receptive and contented with something is coming inside my being like a 'linga'  penetration in the 'yoni' . It is such a tremendous Tremendous experience that even i was feeling the state of self-hidden orgasm. There was a complete exhaustion of my energy into the process of mating with my inner feminine energy. I became a woman as well as a man and both together met each other and form an energy filed. Thus, field has limitless ecstasy and it has its own natural flow. The very beautiful energy is there in the existence is your or our sexual energy. It is so-called ojas-shakti and also this state of ebing is called as rasa siddhi.