Struggles and troubles of inner being

Struggles and troubles of inner being

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When you go towards the inner core of your mind, you came to know what its magnitude is and what the direction it had is. Then ever you never feel the minds longings and its longevity, because your mind identifies you and stores in it. While you are travelling in the meditation path towards inner, initially small obstructions comes forward to you, then after big troubles and consequently, very big troubles come to you without your invitation. However, you feel so nervous but relaxed and feels like you got peace at that instance, slowly you get into the house such as your home. It indicates the evacuation of your mind and it needs to be filled up with you as earlier as possible before mind enters into you. So, mainly consciousness is important while you are dealing with the situations, otherwise mind enters into you and again it destroys everything what you get such as blissful state of being. It is very difficult that maintaining or carrying both consciousness and the bliss at each moment, but when you go on discriminate what’s the truth and what you are then ever this worst situation never comes to your life. 
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References (for pictures) 

http://www.mindmapinspiration.com/releasing-the-true-from-inner-struggle/